addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




tagboard ;
guestbook

i'm not here to win

i'm here to leave a legacy

run


keeping the dream alive

14 more days and everything's screwing up. this sport's not for the faint-hearted.

muscles have been killing me. can't seem to run or swim like i could. terrible asthma attack on friday. my whole body just cramped up. i was so scared i cried. brought back scary memories.

been in a terrible mood lately. just so stressed. i don't feel prepared. and i don't want to let anyone down.

i'm so sorry.


the hopes we had
were much too high
way out of reach
but we have to try
the game will never be over
because we're keeping the dream alive

--or at least i'm trying to...

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you